I could cry.

Okay so i was proper ecstatic about losing some weight.

My friends sister has been away and she was house sitting, so we all went round for a bit, i made a big mistake.

We all got high, and you know what that means, fucking munchies bigger than russell brands hair. It was terrible.

I tried to remember what i'd eaten this morning, and it just kept going on and on and on.

It's her birthday next week as well so i know the same will happen, im thinking of just taking some pea's and apples to munch on.

Also my other friend who was there said to me, im glad to see you eating a bit more, you look a lot better.

Better to her means fatter to me, so that felt great. Im kinda glad she said it though otherwise i probably could've gorged all night.

Her saying that made me think Shit, im gonna be huge hence the binge ceased.
Been better today. but still actually feel shit about last night.
That best not happen again.
xxx